Strange that i have been blogging for so long and yet i still cant figure out how to upload photos into my friendster. Strange but very true. However, seems i have an affinity for not taking photos i guess it should not affect me much. Yet it gnaws at me whenever i stumble upon the blogsites of some still drooling puberscent teens and discover worringly that somehow they have all mastered the art of uploading zillions of photos onto their site and while at it, have the time to decorate it like a christmas tree. Mine still looks the same as one year ago. Bah..

Anyway am now i an sorta mid-mid-life crisis. No hair is still here. Got a bit of da belly but am lsing weight so metabolism still intact. Libido still fiery, havent lost my appetite for hot young things (so i'm normal. not horny. well...technically no...but...well...anyway...) So what crisis.

Am stuck in a kinda funk actually. I wanna have a serious relationship. I believe for those who have followed my pathetic looking blog since it was black and now blue, would have known that i repeated this phrase a couple of times at different injunctions of my life. But i really am serious about it. Like i was everytime i said it in the past. Its just that when it seems like i have met the right person, things just dont turn out the way it should be.

Recently was another very good example. Yeah yeah yada yada, lamenting again at the agonies and idiosyncracies of life. But without lament would we learn to treasure happiness truly? Now thats one for the lonely rainy days.

It was raining today. The whole day actually. Kinda depressing and melancholic.

Will be having a theatre piece at end august entitled Boys with fun stage. Am one of the three leads. Am so glad to be doing theatre again. Tv is starting to disillusion me. No skill involved at all! You just come on set, wait for ages while the crew sets up, then come in do your stuff for 5 ten minutes, then its on to another session of long waiting. This is why i understand now why people who do stage regularly dont become tv stars. Tv is really all about looking good for the camera only. The real acting comes in theatre. Am really looking forward to doing this one.

Would cupid fly by me? Poke me anywhere. Just make sure you poke someone else with the same arrow too...

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[richel] [6/16/2005 06:59:00 PM]