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Tuesday, January 04, 2005 Sunny is driving me crazy. keeps telling me how much he likes me and trying to get fresh with me all the bloody time. But he is real nice to me. Takes good care of me and gives me a lot of presents...bloody fuck
AM I FUCKING TURNING GAY? nah dont think so...but...he's just really bloody irritating...calls me every few minutes to keep talking to me...grrr.... Sunday, January 02, 2005 school starting in 7 hours time and im awake!! arggg....
had a nice new year..went to zouk unexpectedly. didnt want to club actually. wanted to just spend the new year quietly and all. then i met an old friend who encouraged me to go. since i had no other appointments i went. kinda frustrated at first cause i went there and discovered that it was packed. worse of all, entry was at 38 dollars for only one drink! bah!! then i went in and had no mood to club at all. But all that was before one for one. drinks started pouring in after 11. i ordered gin and tonic and we started playing 5 10 with everyone. it was fun cause i was hanging out with people older than me for a change and it felt so comfortable to just be able to speak freely without having to explain what i mean to everyone. i drunk quite a bit and got high though nowhere near drunk. i had a lot of fun. a lot more fun than i have had in a long long time. there was bit of a downer though when there was a raid just as we were about to leave for supper but it was still great fun all in all. went to amara hotel after that cause my friend had a room and i slept like a baby. it was one of the most peaceful and refreshing sleep i ever had. :) lala...am writing boring sentences. must stop. had work today. waste of time. though i still earn money. met sunny. flashed me back on the william incident. sigh...he signed me on to be his model/talent. i really do not want everything to happen again. totally fucked up my life with william and i really dont want sunny to start making advances on me. i will do my best to keep a distance but i realise also that he has a lot to teach me which i will find invaluable in this line. wish me luck guys. 2005 started on a nice note. lets hope the rest of the year would be equally fine. |
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