S Diary. (nc16)

This girl gets manipulated into believing that these three guys were with her because they loved her. Turns out they were just in it for the sex. When she 'wakes up' and smells the coffee, she demands from three of them -- years after all three have broken up with her -- that they pay her back all the money that she has spent on them, quite a lot of which seems to be on hotels. They refuse, and she enacts revenge, albeit in a comedic way, onto their lives.
But when they finally paid up, she sits alone and cry.

For what means is revenge in love, and to what end?

Does losing the one you love necessarily mean you have to enact revenge on them or demand whatever you have given to them?

I got a few albums yesterday, some of which i wanted for a very long time. Got them at chinatown so they were cheap. The one i loved most was the F.I.R one. Every song in that album reminds me of her. BUt hey, whats life without a little pain for motivation. Got the Jacky live album too and the david tao one. oh yeah, btw...

I'M GOING TO SEE DAVID TAO ON THE 30TH AT THE EXPO!!! YEAH!!!

I'm a big fan of him and lee hom (cause i look like both of them. Well partly cause that, and big partly cause they are real talented) and when i heard that tao was coming to town i wondered how i could get tix. So i looked around and found out that his album came with tix. So yeah I'm going!!!

Am going wake boarding on the 29th. Havent tried it before so when my friend called me up and asked if i was interested i said yeah, I'll go. So thats fun.

Still waiting for the bartending job to get back to me. Really would like that job cause i could work on it even when school starts. But well, gotta leave it to fate. Otherwise i gotta start looking for another night job.

DId a crazy thing this afternoon. Went queueing up for three hours to register for the channel u thingy at sim. Spur of a moment thing and auditions this sunday. Well, have no idea what the hell to sing but i'm just going to try out. Ain't got no big dreams about my singing.

Once i get my photos done, i'm gonna send it to the new paper eligible bachelor thingy. Try out. And I'm gonna start work on the play writing contest and see if i can make anything out of it. Sounds like a lot of things to do right? But one thing's still a problem. I needa fund transfusion. I got major bill problems coming and i need major help. And if that job doesnt come soon, I'm gonna have to die man. Which reminds me, gotta start filling up that school scholarship forms too. Man....lotsa things to do. Lotsa time to do it. But not much moolah to fuel the fire. Sigh..

*ELAINE!!!! YOU HORRIBLE PERSON!!! ARGGGG!!! YOUR A WORSE PIG THEN I AM!!! YOU BETTER GIVE ME A CALL OR SMS WHEN YOU SEE THIS OR I WILL WRING YOUR THICK NECK!!! *

some people ah......zzzzzzzz

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[richel] [4/19/2005 12:33:00 PM]

Whatever it was, today was the last straw. I have taken the presents and thrown one and given the other out. I will tell ya guys what but now I'm just too ... how should i say it? Overwhelmed? Well, too flabbergasted to write things down. But I am giving up. I harboured hopes of getting back with her. Till today. Why? Perhaps i will tell you guys one day perhaps i will not. But whatever it is, the sense of deja vu is too strong. Its really almost exactly like audrey all over again.

I jumping ship before I sink together with it.

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[richel] [4/17/2005 01:30:00 PM]