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Saturday, August 30, 2003 the prophecy has been fulfiled. all along this has been what people want. what people expected. from my camp mates to everybody around us. all of them said this wouldnt last. well. here it is. this relationship served up onto a platter for all u guys out there. do whatcha wan with it. dissect it. cut it into little pieces and throw it back at me in the years to come. six months. my second ever longest relationship. does it matter to me? yeah. it hurts cuts, and does so even more when i find out that the mistakes i have been made during times that we have quarreled and when i was down come back and haunt me. sigh. like i said some things are pre destinied. and like what i have said before at the start of the relationship, i will let you go if it will make u happier. you are having a really really bad time in your life. i really want to help you and be there for you. but i know your temper and character. you wouldnt be willing to accept my help. its ok, my special friend, i will always be here for you.
take care. Sunday, August 24, 2003 tears. what are they to me. course they down my face, a river of sadness, part of my body my soul my being lost forever to the eternity of time. tears. leave me hence. shall i show to the world how i feel? shall i live out my life for the world to see. tears u betray me. u are the shroud by which i leave, dying, my mask unveiled. tears! banish thou from my sight at once! u sicken me! by your leaving of me u take with u my anger fear sadness anguish yet y must u show them to the world too! why leave me naked out in the cold? why can i taste your bitterness on my lips and yet i long mournfully for a little sweetness yet? if your not the one. rem that? that was our song. ironic aint it. if your not the one. yeah what if?
wat if.... thank you for u. you gave me a hope for a new dawn. but seems like the sun has set again. i will not be angry with what has been said and written. let us not go down like that. we mean more to me than anger and quarrels. let us at least show some respect to the time that was spent. memories will always remain. they wil stay with me. u will always be someone special to me... if you are not the one...... |
Richel A.K.A Bkoolz tag me 
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