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Saturday, April 19, 2003 went para today...usual crowd didnt go...so went with karkar and chuchang and his friends...first time chiong in two weeks!!! not bad lah...kar said she enjoyed herself..like dat ok liao lor..whew...quite shag sia..but cnt sleep..me nite owl liao..die...glad theres not much activity in the zonkboard today..thats respite for a while. well uneventful day....done nothing much...MATRIX is coming...alrite..considering advance bookin but realise im v broke...die die...mus get money...hmm...the posb branch at hougang central looks like a gd place to rob...hmmmm... Friday, April 18, 2003 the sores on my legs are getting better..not realli hurting and swollen now...jus bleeding a lot..should be fine by sat. pathetic some peoples apathy. dun realli care that they are hurting people with what they say and how they treat people. seems that education has given people a right to judge who is worthy or unworthy or being a human being. jus bec of character flaws or physical appearances or defects people are judged and cast into alienation or condemnation or as a subject of relentless and brainless ridicule. i thought this people grew out of this bullying after primary skool but it seems that some adults still carry these traits. v disturbing indeed considering that these are the very same people trusted by the country to fight for them. the very same people branded the leaders of tommorow. what is obvious here is that while some can claim to have so call great intellectual reserves many still lack eq or maybe an education has turned them into cold hearted self righteous beasts (familiar?). its getting tiring berating them for its an obvious waste of time and energy but i do with every last ounce of respect plead that all those who have nothing better to say or do stay away from my page. friendship. wat is friendship when it can be doubted by rumours from people you cant even c and dun even know. it hurts me deeply to have a friend who i treat and respect dearly to join these packs of wolves to take a bite at me. this has been a sad day for me and my perspective towards my fellow men. sigh...the irony of it all...my fellow men... Wednesday, April 16, 2003 cant believe theres such a big hooha about the damm sores...after my run this afternoon blood was trickling out of ta damm sores everyone freaked out! got into a big argument and i lost my temper and walked off...fuck...why get so freaked out over a small thing like this..shitty shit...it was jus a little blood and the thing was swollen and all yeah but so wat? gonna segregate me jus because i got sores on my thigh? why not quaran-fucking-tine me too? all fucking pussies squemish about some fucking sore crappity crapy...count on these guys for ur life in war...4getaboutit.
jus setup my brinkster account..looks a huge more complicated than i first thought it was...gotta realli study html now..setting up boomspeed soon...the first version of the music for the dance perf is done..but it aint anyway near completion..i feel like changing the whole thing...gotta do it on goody fridae then... oops...boomspeed is down..fukity fuck...wat now audz? shout out to karin...yo call me when ya c this alrite baby? Tuesday, April 15, 2003 ritey...gone through my interview liao..not bad...asked me a funny question them interviewers..asked me if my gf were to write a poem, and like put a lot of heart and soul into it and she gives it to me and i think its crap wat would i say to her. i told them that i would tell her its crap. they laughed their heads off and asked me how i would tell her..i said i would look her in the eyes and tenderly tell her that i love it but its crap...they strted lughing their heads off again,..siao....have to call vrs on the 25th to check whether im in but i can feel it IM IN! anyway...the thing under my balls IS FINALLY FUCKING OFF!!! YES!!! I CAN WALK LIKE A HUMAN AGAIN!! WHOOO!!! the bad news is that there is two more of these sores on my thigh...fukity fuckfuck...well...u win some u lose some.. Sunday, April 13, 2003 thanks audz for the help with the chat box..brinkster works eh...alritey then i shall use brinkster...will try and upload songs onto the site and link it here...added a link for my battalion life run pics...anyway audz..i cant edit my chatbox content cause it seems that the content is not being updated onto the flooble website..hw?? INTERVIEW IS TMR!!! arg...me balls still hurts..wanted to go c Mo but was told Mo buzy...fuckity fuck...well jus have to bear with the pain a few more hours..think i will go c doc outside lahz...bo bianz..will post my short story im submitting for the gpa soon too...me now also working on a music demo for karin for the dance performance in august...buzy buzy...PAIN PAIN!! arg,....fukity fuck... |
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