|
Friday, September 05, 2003
i dont know why..is it just me? karin .. are u still thinking about being together with me? because i dont know. . from the tone of your voice and the way u speak to me i can feel that u still wanna be with me..its like what you told me about you and larry when u two first broke off in the sense that you two still behave like u are together but without the committment. hmm...is that what u want between us or do you want more??
went club 3 today. nev hear techno for a long time liaoz. wah..didnt realli dance a lot lahz..but ok lor..didnt like the bengs though..sigh...old already..think i become db and cb linda guy liaoz..haha..
must go gym someday next week wah..everyday so busy..sigh...me look like shit now..but then..i always look like shit..haha
go zzzz...tmr work...sianz
[
]
[ richel] [ 9/05/2003 02:25:00 PM]
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i think i have a problem. a serious one. im a terrible person. think im better of back as an island so i dont hurt other people and myself. im glad u are happy though it hurts me to know that i could have done so many other things during this period to make u happier. sorry kar. sorry. i deserve this.
[
]
[ richel] [ 9/02/2003 12:22:00 AM]
Sunday, August 31, 2003
i really hope u are not angry. i really think that this is for the better for the two of us. i hope im not wrong.
its not easy for me to do this. especially when u wanted to patch up with me today at sentosa. i had a long talk with charles. sort out some stuff. he gave me some advice..wanted me to carry on with the relationship. i said i needed a break. he said a break might do more harm than good, and if i really take one then dont take a very long one. u treated me like we were back together again. i was very confused didnt know how to react or what to say.
i am very afraid of committment now. i tried after so long of not trying and not caring, but i failed once again..im very frightened now...i just hope i make the right decision.
[
]
[ richel] [ 8/31/2003 01:39:00 PM]
|
